When the world is not in balance

Sometimes such things happen. But these things let the world getting out of the balance.

When I am alone in the universe I feel the empty place beside me - cold and dark.

The 19th century had his restriction by the church, the 20th century had his restriction by the cold war maybe and now we have the 21st century and are depending on the internet connection ..........

In love yours Gwenny

Wildfire

It burns, burns, burns .....

Summer fairy

A summer greeting for the next comming months.

When I wander trough the night and my mind is working with all this thoughts it can be happen that I don't have a look on the street. So it was some nights ago. I was fallen down at the cemetery among all the vampires. I laid there on a grave and had not enough power to stand up. Felt so lonely in this night and it was cold. Searched something to warm me up. So I began to think of you and the warmth came to me.........

Had no idea...

I already know my sweetheart Gwenny is a wonderful person of many colours.

That she also has the gift of manipulate the colours into pure and marvellous art has been revealed to me over the past months, before I had no idea really..

Gwennyfair meine süsse Katzen..

Word are not always enough to express feelings, at such times paintings and music (and other forms of art) are the only way to go. Your paintings and editing of the snapshots from SL is so wonderful I cannot find the correct words to describe it.

I love you, Ich liebe Dich, Je t'aime, Ti amo,Minä rakastan sinua,Aisheteiru,Ya tyebya lyublu....

Ups and downs

My beloved Ted,

as you know I can't describe my feelings in a foreign language. I think I have found again another way to show what I feel when I am with you and when I am alone with my thoughts of you.

This painture encludes bad and good feelings. There you can find the warmth you gave and give me, the flame of love wich is still burning. But you can find too the cold water where you put me in sometimes. Your thoughts, our discussions and your suggestion inspire me on a higher level. That feels fresh like the cool wind at a morning in autumn. Sometimes when I am sad there is a bit frustration too. At last you will find the fragile flower of innocence and love. These feelings are packed in the fire wich is awaked some months ago. All in all it shows the chaos inside me.

But don't worries I will live with this chaos and I love it.

I wish I could discribe it with better words but I am sure you will get it with my painture too.
You should know that there were no thoughts about the painture before I started. My fingers went alone to paint it controlled by something inside me.

In love Gwenny

Paradise

nightly thoughts....

Another day for you and me in paradise ...

A dream in the night...

Lying down... see the faint patterns in the ceiling made by the light from the street.

Feeling lonesome yet I know you are with me, though I cannot touch you.

Sleep is falling down on me... dreams coming through.. floating in a mist...

Breaths beside me... A warm body...Put out my hand, feeling the soft warm thing that is you... Turn my head.. You turn yours.. We come together in a warm kiss...

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

The alarmclock wakes me brutally from this dream. Might as well get up and throw myself in to Real Life yet another day...Memory of the dream follow me through the day and makes it lighter.

Bed of Roses

.. every night when I close my eyes in your arms I lay in a bed of roses ...

Fire