Sadness

Nobody will give me the same.

Never I play a game

The emotions are flown away

No anger, no pain cross my way

Just my heart feels it still

the sadness wich wants to kill.

For health

I think words are not needed.

Gwenny my beloved

Gwenny my beloved
Originally uploaded by Erestor Streeter

Reach out my hand to you as you stand lost and sad....

Love remains the same

Can't tell you much. Only that - my sadness is flown away. Had been luckieer if you had sent me something, some thoughts, some words, your feelings. Two possibilities: A) there is nothing to tell B) you can't frame it with words. Nevertheless - love you.

Reply to my love...

Love, love, love

Bumpy has the roads we have been walking down appeared. Pits and holes to fall down in. Unfortunately we have fallen down in those holes... Hopefully we will together find a way up from them...

This line by John Downland expresses my hopes quite well:
"Awake sweet Love, thou art returned..."

Killing me softly

While I have tidied up I have found some words by you of the last summer. When I read them I feel you smiling while you have written them. It has atracted you. The months are flown away. We have grown up we have fallen down. But now you don't give me a chance. You have just made your decision. I still feel the sunny days. It is not the feeling for an end and it weren't the words the last days. They were what I just have felt. It is another feeling.

I am disapointed.

Live to die

For you ...

Had the feeling you need that today. .... My heart belongs to you ....

Return

Looking foward to your return, to that day when you again trough the door to kiss me.

Eternity

These two numbers seem to be my badest : 13 and 7. Every year the same date. I am said about the thoughts wich are running in my head, I am dreaming for an better world.